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Impermanence
the snow has all melted leaving the earth bare sprinkled with the last remaining fallen leaves now curled and dry on their path and ready to continue to decompose and become part of the earth again – the snow has all melted except for one small stubborn patch a narrow strip of white laying open…
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Grief and Love
Today is the one year anniversary of the death of one of my closest friend’s mother. I have been by her side as my friend has navigated this last year, moving though the days and the stages of life and grief that follow the loss of someone deeply loved. I know the physical death of my…
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One Thing
I made a list of things I want to do today, things I want to accomplish. Things I want to get done. A typical kind of at-home to do list. My tendency has always been to look at a list like this and feel a surge of anxiety. Dread. Thinking about all the things I want to get done…
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All One
From the book Loss by Donna Ashworth I have been obsessed with this poem ever since I first read it. I go back to it all the time, reading it over and over, and it resonates so deeply with me every time. I knew it was something that I want to express to my kids, something…
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Trust
I believe that nothing is random. Nothing is outside the sphere of creation, the infinite power of a Creator. I believe that all things that happen, happen exactly as they are supposed to. I read something in a book once – I can’t remember the name of the book or I would give credit to the author –…
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Fleeting Moments
I woke up really early today. It was still dark outside but the sky was starting to lighten. I got up, fed my kitty, and made tea. I looked out the window and meditated with my morning gatha, and then I turned off all the lights and sat down to watch the morning begin. I wanted to savor that…
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Circle of Protection
Have you ever read the book Clan of the Cave Bear? It is the prehistoric story of an orphaned Cro-Magnon girl, Ayla, who was adopted and raised by a clan of Neanderthal people. She was ultimately cast out and began a trek across the Ice Age plains of Siberia on her own, seeking her own people. Parts of…
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Early Morning Sunshine
Early morning sunshine is something special. There is a certain softness to it, a special kind of light that glows with the promise of a new day. It calls up feelings in me that take me back to when I was a child, experiencing each morning with a joyful anticipation of the day ahead. I…
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Seeing More Clearly
I haven’t written anything for a while. I’m coming off a few weeks of recovery following some oral surgery that turned out to be a bigger deal than I expected, and I just wasn’t in the place where writing felt like it fit in the flow of my days. I am healing, though, and I’m grateful for…
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Pouring From My Heart
As I woke up this morning and sat up in bed, looking round me, I decided to try something. As I moved through each step of my morning, I was going to identify all the things that were part of those moments that I felt gratitude for. And I did that. I got out of bed and…