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  • No Words

    No Words

    the morning sun  breaks through clouds shining on the tree bringing to life  the tree leaves bright in the sun some more in shadow the clarity so pronounced i am amazed . i seek a word the perfect word an endless quest when there is no word no way to conceive let alone capture in…

  • Blessing of the Morning

    Blessing of the Morning

    It’s a misty rainy morning with expectation of rain showers today, and I just love days like this.  I’ve been sitting with Mika and my tea, watching the cars drive by outside in the misty rain, the tires spinning a plume of water into the air from the wet road.   And then I thought, those aren’t…

  • Rainy Times

    Rainy Times

    I have been going through a challenging time for a while.  I’m not clear what all is at the heart of it, but I know that it relates to balance, equanimity, and how I walk my path. Going through challenging times is part of our life’s journey.  It is not easy.  And it entails struggle, energy, and many…

  • Equanimity

    Equanimity

    I went through such a tough period of time when the two big evergreen trees right outside my window were cut down a year ago.  Sorrow, pain, difficulty accepting the loss.  I loved those trees, and I often meditated while looking at them outside my window.  Their life and their presence was beautiful to me.  They had such a…

  • This Morning

    This Morning

    i woke up i stretched my body i opened the blinds  and said my morning gatha as i gazed at the new day i cleaned up i made tea i fed my kitty i cleaned up my home i sat down with tea i stilled my mind  and made space  for what the flow would…

  • Space for Peace

    Space for Peace

    Great Zen teachers have often talked about emptiness.  They have described it as a desired state, one that a wise person would seek. I used to think about emptiness, and doing that would bring up impressions of nothingness, a void, something kind of bleak.  But recently I’ve come to understand emptiness in a very different way.  i’ve…

  • The Beauty of the Wind

    The Beauty of the Wind

    It’s a beautiful day today.  Some blue sky with a lot of big white clouds, sunshine and some wind, but it’s warmer than it has been lately. I was sitting with my tea, enjoying my morning quiet time, and I was watching the wind blow through the trees outside my window.  I watched one of the…

  • Chop Wood, Carry Water

    Chop Wood, Carry Water

    I seem to have been in a place lately that has been filled with thoughts and feelings about doing.  Apart from just being, or thinking, or feeling – doing.  Doing tasks, doing work, doing things, doing stuff. This thinking, I am seeing, has always been focused on an outcome.  An outcome of “getting it done”.  I have been defining…

  • Let Go

    Let Go

    I had a peaceful sleep last night and when I woke up, I did my usual morning things – made my bed, fed the kitty, brewed some tea. As I moved through my morning routine, I noticed that I was carrying some niggling, unsettled feelings. Nothing big and overall distressing, but feelings that were noticeably…

  • Gratitude

    Gratitude

    I’ve written about this before. But I was thinking about it and writing about it again this morning, and I felt the need to publish what I wrote. I think it’s something that all of us probably can’t think about enough. This morning as I was making my tea, I thought “what is gratitude?”  And…